9 Years – The Whore Monger

9 Years

i can’t seem to get the words out
i saw her only once in the past 9 years
and yet I still love her
but I don’t want to be with her
i watch her and love her from afar
she’s traveling the world with a boy now
it’s not me and I’m glad
no matter how beautiful she is
that boy is still going though a certain hell
but I watch and I still love
as I would if I had a child all grown up
out there in the world